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determination

by axillism

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1.
with all my head we can't have this my body speaks a different language feel empty all the same this sense of loss all the same fuck this shit when will it end will it ever fucking end aborted that parasite with my brain but feel empty all the same that sense of loss there all the same fuck this shit when will it end will it ever fuckin end abolish the abomination in my abdomen
2.
staf cunt 02:51
staphylococcus aureus she breeds heavy flora staphylococcus aureus my cunt breeds heavy starts with an itch to scratch like the first taste of hell grows to swell the red the burn the spread staphylococcus aureus she breeds heavy flora my cunt is way more brutal than your shit as goregrind band
3.
no fucks 02:56
i'm done so fucking done got no fucks left to give done with this shit the circles you spin no fucks left to give got nothing left won't be here next time regret/real life sets in that ship sailed nothing left done..so fuckin done with no fucks left to give
4.
escapism 03:26
culture of escapism and normalised addiction self medication to soften the suffer of these bleak days means to end but what end/ which way to take? another sip/shot.. just need a break from my brain, from this place.. black out cycle feeds into itself one more until no one/nothing left to fight what we've had for half our lives no help if we can't help ourselves
5.
this is nothing i can't fight it to fake to feel it's consuming me n screaming for release am i so empty without it i can't even find myself can't manifest it within myself i can't cum
6.
do we get to feel comfortable? do we get to feel safe? there's a myth we perpetuate within this space tried to keep you comfortable never kept you safe that required an honesty i couldn't face navigating the space between where i am and i wanna be finding the words with real honesty without creating this myth of safety wtf is comfortable n wtf the safe where the fuck is comfortable no such thing as safe
7.
girl hate 01:59
girl hate that you/we propagate (y)our jealousies in denial blinds you play out girl hate in spite of (y)our politics still challenged by all this shit rules your life it's not right wake up no more girl hate we have enough to fight we have enough fight within ourselves we have enough without a fight amongst ourselves
8.
date yrself 03:56
all we need is wine and weed wine and tunes cut 'em out burn it down pour it out just sit here with you and me girl we don't need to world these broken boys/toys don't need the world shut 'em out and shut me in don't deserve us anyway
9.
pick yr side on the streets of this persistent colony take yr hate into the streets are they the only enemy? pick yr side on the street of this shit colony take yr rage into who's streets? not yours, not mine, not ours to own or claim so problematic with this speech of good/bad(nazi) problematic with "welcoming" sounds like government policies left/right/guilty we're all guilty "always was n will be"...shouting without thinking? coz what is welcome in the context of indigenous sovereignty? these rigid dichotomies.. good/bad(nazi)/left/right/guilty we're all guilty such rigid dichotomies simplify the complexities and we're all guilty
10.
no legs are safe from prying eyes unwanted gaze creepin up yr things spring is here summer is nigh see through your eyes see through your lies your eyes convey this body yours not mine lies like hypnotised eyes alive like zombie eating me alive no one is safe from prying eyes unwanted gaze creepin up yr thighs wanna kick in yr face and stab out your eyes

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recorded and produced by axillism on land stolen from the woiwurrung and boonwurrung people of the kulin nation who continue to resist invasion to this day

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released October 20, 2017

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